Girl Confessions - another survey

Because I can't think of anything else to blog about right now. Stolen from MATILDA This was a total waste of time but at least now I'm 20 minutes closer to going home.

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
No

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
If my feet are cold! Usually if it’s super cold I fill up my hot water bottle though

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
It depends on whether that someone else is a bed hog or snores loudly. Generally, someone else though. Although I haven’t snuggled up in bed in SO LONG

4. Do you enjoy drama?
I’ve had way too much of it, I don’t want anymore.

5. Are you a girly girl?
I can be. I’m a stranger hybrid.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My cousin R, who has Downs Syndrome and gives the sloppppiest kisses on the cheek ever!

7. Small or large purses?
I want to say small but the one I have now is huge and full of junk. Me needs to downsize!

8. Are you short?
I’m on the shorter side of average I guess, around 5’5.

9. Do you like somebody?
Nope

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Nope!

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes! Ew, crusty dirty sockses?

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Definitely not. Sometimes I can come off as a narcissist but the truth is I’m wicked insecure.

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
I want to. Last time I did was probably… like three years ago when we hit up the local gaybar/drag joint. And even then it was kinda halfassed.

14. Are you double jointed?
No

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Nowhere weird really. Bed, couch, car, airplane… I once fell asleep in Math class in highschool for about 30 seconds, but that doesn’t count.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Not that I know of *shiftyeyes*

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Just old teachers, even though I graduated 5 years ago. When I asked some old teachers for a reference when I applied for university, it was weird. In fact, I added my old physics teacher to facebook and he wrote to say hi and when I wrote him back it was so weird to not write Mr Lastname. So I just didn’t address him by name haha.

19. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
I’d like to hope that the few guys who do read my blog aren’t that lame. They’ll read it because I’m FASCINATING of course.

[x] i do wear make up.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[xx] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[x] I love to laugh.
[x [some] ] I like death/grind/black metal
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] like techno
[ ] like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] i'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD. READ BELOW
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] Think guys are confusing
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.


Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is the bra your wearing?
Black with green and other coloured things on it.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Not sure. Dark hair looks nice with like bright blue or green eyes. It’s been so long since I’ve even had a crush that I’m not sure.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Not A boy, just every boy. Or more accurately, with myself.

4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Make me laugh and really mean it.

5. Do you have a best friend?
I have a couple.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, there was that whole incident when the man I’d lived with for a year and a half left me for another woman who he married a year later.

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Constantly. I think when I lose weight I might have a boob job (not implants, they’re big enough, but a lift or something)

8. Do you like your life?
Not usually. Sometimes.

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boy from you?
I wasn’t friends with her, so no.

11. Have you ever jumped into a pool with your clothes on?
Nope

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I tend to get along better with guys, but I think it’s probably a pretty equal split, being that I don’t have any many friends. I get along with chicks who are similar to me.

13. How long have you had a Facebook?
About.. 3 years?

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
I punched a guy in the face once at school and made his nose bleed. I think I was 12. He started crying so I made a big fuss of how it was an accident and I was just stretching. Haha.

15. What are your biggest fears?
Spiders, being alone, “big things under deep water”

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
More than I’d like to admit.

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yeah. It didn’t help that he continued to sleep with me for 3 months after we split up and pretended like we were still best friends.

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Yep. I knew my ex had cheated on his wife but convinced myself it was different because he didn’t really LOVE her. But, in the end he proved my original beliefs correct.

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yeah

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I used to. Sometimes. Kind of.

21. Are you currently missing someone?
Not really.

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE

Cowboy or Gangster?
Gangster

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
Punk!

Face or Body?
Face… because it’s a shame when a guy has a hot bod but looks like the ass-end of an elephant in the face. Yeah, I’m shallow. But I couldn’t go with anyone OMGHUGGGEEEWHUT either.

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook.

Sweet or Sexy?
I gotta go with both. I love sweetness, but sexiness is important too…

Armani or Abercrombie?
No preference =P

Contacts or Glasses?
Either, it depends on how his glasses look on him. Sometimes, glasses can be sexy!

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
Both. If I had to have only one though, I’d have to say mascara since I have BLONDE eyelashes. But my eyes look weird without eyeliner.

02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke
I’ve never heard of Dooney & Bourke so I’ll say LV since I like bags.

03. American eagle or Hollister?
Dude I’ve never been in an American Eagle OR a Hollister

04. Pumps or flats?
Both, don’t make me choose!

05. Skirts or pants?
I wish I had the legs for skirts. I LONG for skirts. But as it is, pants.

06. Socks or leggings?
Socks

07. Hoodies or jackets?
I love hoodies, but if it’s too cold I need a nice jacket. Which reminds me, I need to find a cute bomber jacket when I go to Canada

08. Heels or sneakers?
Booth. I love heels but I have a major soft spot for skatershoes.

10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
Danglies mostly.. aahh I like both

11.Do you think your pretty, honestly?
I’m a huge fucking whale, but I think I’m okay looking (in the face department)

12.Boots or Flip Flops?
=/ Heeled boots in autumn and winter. Flip flops when its hot. Although since this is England, Flip-Flops are a gamble even in August. For example, it’s the end of July and RAINED ALL DAY.

13. White or black?
As in like clothes and stuff? Black

14. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
Neither of those stores exist in my country. But I’ll say VS since I need a decent bra.

15. Smoothies or lattes?
Frappucinno?

16. Diet or regular sodas?
Diet!

17. Water or daiquiris?
hmm.. Daiquiris. I love me some cocktails, even if they’re calorific =/

18. Pearls or diamonds?
Diamonds baby

19. Lemonade or iced tea?
Iced Tea

20. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
Hmm. I personally think Ashley is prettier… maybe it’s just the blonde hair… But MK is the ED-Goddess so I dunno.

21. Will you get drunk when you celebrate your birthday of this question number?
”your birthday of this question number?” That’s lame. I’m already 23, but no, I didn’t get drunk on my 21st. I was still with my ex, who was a non-practicing Muslim who decided he was going to stop drinking alcohol after we’d been together for 5 months.

22. iPod or cell phone?
Oh god. I can’t choose! I HAVE to have music, but I’d be lost without texting and being able to read blogs on my phone =[

23. Friends or family?
I dunno. My family situation is pretty fucked up most of the time, but I love my aunt to death so just for her I’ll say Family. But they’re both important.

24. Lip gloss or lip stick?
Glosssss. I like both together, but in a rush I’ll throw on some gloss and I’m good to go.

25. Manicure or pedicures?
Mani.. I’m a bit weirded out by the idea of letting strangers touch my feet.

26. Would you rather shop with one best friend or go bowling with lots of friends?
I don’t have “lots of friends” so my 2-3 times monthly shopping trips with S are rockin.

27. Tank tops or beaters?
I’m not entirely sure what the difference is.

28. Tiffany’s or Chanel?
I want both. I own nothing from either but I want a Chanel bag, and the gorgeous silver-and-red-laquer bracelet from Tiffany

29. love or peace?
Love

30. Sunglasses or purses?
Purses… I physically can’t live without one…

IN A GUY...

Funny or Serious?
Both. He needs a great sense of humor, but has to be able to take things seriously when he needs to.

Romantic or Daredevil?
Hmm.. I lean toward romantic

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
It depends on the guy ^.^

Long Hair or Short Hair?
Medium / shaggy

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
Again, depends on the guy

Clean-cut or Rough?
I dunno. I’m not big on facial hair but sometimes a little stubble is sex

Basketball Player or Football Player?
Hm. I dunno, I don’t have a preference.

Smoker or Non-smoker?
NOONNNN

Drunk or Sober?
Sober. Alcohol is alright sometimes but when it gets into alcoholism and dependency I can’t deal with it. I grew up with too much of the alcoholic around me, I don’t need it now.

Druggie or Clean?
CLEAN

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
Well. I like motorcycles (I have a super hot jacket and helmet for when I ride on my aunt’s!) but he needs a car too. It doesn’t need to be sporty though.

Player or Loyal?
LOYAL!

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
I can’t remember doing it, no, but it sounds like the kind of think I’d do haha

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Somehow I doubt it since he’s gay. And we’ve been best friends since we were 6, so it’d be fucked up to do that. Also, I’m not interested in him that way anyway.

If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
Hmm. I’m against drugs, but I think it depends on how I’m feeling at the time. Sometimes I don’t give two shits whether I live to see another day or not.

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
I want to say yes (dude they’re my favourite movies!) but it depends on the situation. I mentally put myself in the victims’ places sometimes and there is NO WAY IN HELL. I could do what Amanda did though, cut a key out of some dude’s intestine.

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friends?
I haven’t been in a photo booth in YEARRRSS. But S and her boy L and I took a load of pics of ourselves when we went out on the town a month or two ago.

On average what do you think you cry about the most?
Everything. Seriously. I cry because I’m depressed about my love life or my family or just my life in general. And I also cry because I’m a fat fucking cow.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
One of the dudes I work with.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Not really. Although you can make new ones. That sounds contradictory but I dunno how to explain it really. My best friend V and I are still tight, but she still lives in Canada. Now I’m also best buddies with S, but it doesn’t mean that she’s “replaced” V.

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I’m going to assume that the last person I held hands with was the boyfriend I had after the Ex Who Left Me For That Bitch, since there hasn’t been any romance at all since then. And OH MY GOD FUCK NO! EEEWW

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yeah, I helped my ex pay off his debt and then tadaaah, he left me. Also probably my mom since she had me when she was 17, haha

What friends do you tell the most?
You guys.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably my aunt…

Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
At work?

Are you going anywhere next summer?
I think we’re planning to go to Canada next September (and S and L might be coming with, that would ROCK)

Are you waiting for anyone's call or text right now?
Waiting to see if K texts me back (K is an ED-buddy)

Are you shy?
Sometimes

Are you talkative?
Yeah, if I’m not in my shy-mode

Do you secretly like someone?
Nope

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes, although often people can tell if something’s wrong. Or they accuse me of being a bitch or shout “What’s wrong with you!?” when I’m trying to hide the fact that I’m hopelessly depressed and trying not to cry. Thanks for the support.

How is life going for you right now?
My work life is okay. My home life is average. But overall not fabulous.

Do you trust people easily?
Ahahah. No

Do you give out second chances easily?
No.

Do you smile a lot?
I smile all the time, even though inside I’m often upset. Even when I’m not feeling great or have a headache, I find myself smiling and joking around at work. It’s funny, a friend of mine said to me via Facebook recently that I’m always so happy, even though while I was in high school with him I cried myself to sleep almost every night. I guess I give off the happy vibe because I’m a joker and laugh a lot.

One thing you're looking forward to.
Having time off work, coming BACK from Canada, seeing my friends and mom/bro/sis in Canada, going to Cancun this December, LOSING WEIGHT!

How do you feel about change?
My life is constantly changing, but I deal.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes

Are you happy?
Right now I’m completely apathetic and indifferent.

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
It depends, most of the time recently I prefer to be left alone. And then I want to cancel plans I have with people (like shopping with S). But then once I make myself go out there, I enjoy myself.



*** Re: the Britney Spears CD. This is a lame story, but here goes. I’ve never been into Britney (although her more recent stuff isn’t too bad). But for my 16th birthday my mom bought me the Oops, I Did It Again single. Yeah. I don’t actually have it anymore, but I thought it was a funny story.