Thursday, 22 January 2009

009: A Day off from ABC

So, I am so sick right now it's fucking ridiculous. I feel worse today than I did yesterday. I slept maybe a total of two hours in ten to fifteen minutes stints last night. It was agonizing, beign SO tired and feeling SO ubershitty, but being completely and totally unable to get to sleep. I spent half of today in bed, still not sleeping, finally got up to go online and realized I didn't have the energy or will to find something to do. I went downstairs while a friend of ours came over, and that's about it.

I feel horrible.

Although, I DID wake up 191.6lbs - down 9.8lbs since when I started this journey, so yay.

I think I need to take a day or two off from ABC. I KNOW I'm not going to get over this flu or whatever it is unless I'm eating at least a little more than I have been. The worst part is, I'm not even hungry. I've had a pack of Roast Chicken Fridge Raiders, and two little Weight Watcher's cakes, so I've had just over around 300 calories today, and I'm not hungry. On a normal day, I would leave it at that.

My housemates are going for Chinese though, and I might get some fried rice. Comfort food to make me feel better and also a few extra nutrients to help boost my immune system. Which reminds me I forgot my Vitamin C this morning, not good.

I'll be back on ABC tomorrow or the day after, once this feels like it's starting to try to begin lifting, but right now I don't want to make myself sicker by eating nothing.

Stay stronger than me, beautiful ladies,

Vee xxx


LoveMeDead said...

those who talk about how calories will help them do something, get better, or whatever, arent ready for this lifestyle. drink your calories, try orange juice, apple juice, an energy drink, or something like fruit, veggies, broth, something healthy. rice is not good. just trying to help! although you should be completely proud of yourself for losing! keep up the good work!!!

Jen said...

Stay Strong<3